On this day the Lord has made . . .

As I was driving home from the grocery store I heard a man on the radio ask what we were leaving our children/grandchildren. He mentioned how he would choose, over any amount of money, the writings from his grandfather . . . if he had left any.

So, I have determined to create a diary/journal of what happened to me on this day(s) the Lord has granted me.







Thursday, November 15, 2012

Discouragement

Sometimes I get discouraged and it scares me. I can see me falling headlong into this feeling and just staying there. I can even see me sitting there in that pit, cross legged sometimes and other times curled up in the fetal position. It almost feels comforting, this picture in my mind. But then I remember that it is the complete opposite of comfort. I pull up my perspective and I see me down there in that pit, alone. Then I hurt for that person down in the pit.
People disappoint – that’s just a fact. People hurt me, and oh, yes, that is a huge fact. I have to be the energizer bunny and just take the hit, fall down and then get right back up. I don’t have to stand there and continue taking the hits, but they are going to come (and boy, do the hits come). I can’t dwell on them but I especially hate it when what happens gets stuck in my mind.
This song just came on . . .
“When you feel like you are alone in your sadness and it seems like no one in the whole wide world cares. And you want to get away from the madness. You just call my name and I’ll be there.”
I can’t tell you how many times He has been there – Jesus Christ called Him the Comforter.
“Call my name. Say it now. I want you to never doubt that the love I have for you is so alive.”
Third Day Call My Name
See why I listen to this kind of music? See why I submerse myself in His word?
Our Creator loves us. He loves me. He did not leave us alone in this world and He is creating a place for us where we will be eternally loved.
So, my children, who I love with all of me, when you are lost and sad, please set your music to His music and tune your ears to His word. You don’t have to wait for His comfort until after you die. He is here now and He loves us. He loves you. Rejoice!

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Prayer List

  • Thank you Father thank you.
  • Lord, extend the kingdom of your Son.
  • O Merciful God, who hast made all men, and hatest nothing that thou hast made, nor desirest the death of a sinner, but rather that he should be converted and live; Have mercy upon all who know thee not as thou are revealed in the Gospel of thy Son. Take from them all ignorance, hardness of heart, and contempt of thy Word; and so fetch them home, blessed Lord to thy fold, that they may be one flock under one shepherd, Jesus Christ our Lord, who liveth and reigneth with thee and the Holy Spirit, one God, world without end. Amen.
  • God please take the blinders from my children's heart and eyes. Please give them the gift of faith. Lord God, faith in you is so comforting and brings so much joy. Thank you!
  • God please bless Michael, Lindsay, and their families with faith, wisdom, and compassion. In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.
  • God thank you for the gift of my co-workers who have shown me that it is good to show that I am a Christian. It is more than okay, it is imperative that my faith shows, so that others can come to know you. Please make me into a shining light for you. Give me the words, and your wisdom, and please don't let me cause anyone to stumble.
  • God please be with my family/friends as they go through this time in their lives. Please give them strength and courage and wisdom and faith Lord.
  • God please guide the leaders of the world.
  • God please heal my children.
  • Please heal those that have asked for prayer.

Reading List

  • One Thousand Gifts ~ Ann Voskamp

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