my life

When I walked into my own house after work yesterday it was so nice to see Michael here. I was only stopping in to see if he wanted to come with me to go see Craig and Lindsay. He didn't. He look worn out. He just wanted to relax.

Lindsay and Craig celebrated their one month anniversary the other day. :) It was nice tonight, seeing them sit near each other on the couch. Craig had surgery yesterday, an ablation to remove a tumor in his arm. He looked wonderful when I walked into the house. It's amazing how he's been through two surgeries on his arm and he is still as strong as a horse. Youth is amazing!

I haven't written about Lindsay's wedding and I'm not sure why. I think it is because there are so many emotions, and so much to write about, I think I just don't know where to begin.

The same goes with just about everything surrounding my children. Since they've both moved away, I think I'm not writing because I'm trying to contain all the feelings. I mean, I'm happy for them. I know they are supposed to separate from their mother and create their own family . . . still. :) I miss them all.

I had a really nice visit with Beth last weekend. She came all the way down to Kansas City and we went to supper and watched a movie, 'Now You See Me'. She got up bright and early on Sunday to go meet her son and grandson and they went to the Omaha Zoo. :) Beth admitted that since Willie is gone off to work for 4 weeks in a row that Sundays are hard for her since Emily is gone. So we plan on keeping her busy those Sundays!

Which brings me to Sara. She's having her leg removed from the knee down on the 26th of June. I asked her about how her Momma was handling all of this. Sara said she didn't know but she did think that her Mom could use someone to talk with. So, I need to stop by and see Becky too. A perfect reason to go visit Princeton - Beth and Becky!

Work is good. It is funny I would say that because yesterday Scott came up to me venting about how our boss drove Scott over the edge. Scott said, 'you know how Mike thinks you suck? well . . . ' and then he went on to talk about how Mike had gone too far with Scott about the hours Scott is putting in. Still, Scott told me that my Project Manager thinks I suck and it doesn't upset me. I know Mike doesn't like me. I don't know why he doesn't like me. I think the reason it doesn't upset me is that I know that I put in 100% and I know I do excellent work. I think Mike just wants a new team. I think Mike thinks that I am stuck in the old way of doing things. Actually, there are many things that Mike 'think's that are just wrong. If he knew anything he would know that I'm one of the people who have tried to fix things that were wrong. Although, that might be his problem with me. He knows that I actually have an opinion. My point is though that the fact he doesn't like me doesn't upset me like it would have in the past. I may be growing up. Otherwise though I'm enjoying work. I have several projects on my desk and I'm working with some really good engineers. Plus, I have my family at work. It is so nice having someone to talk with about the love of my life, and theirs. We can be working along and then someone will say something about this verse or that verse and then we are all talking, while working of course.