Tomorrow I get to have Communion!!!! It has been so very long. I keep smiling and smiling whenever it crosses my mind. Also, Sunday takes entirely too long to roll around! Why do I have to wait a full week before I can go to church and worship? :)
That's the difference once you find a church home. You want to be there all you can. It is a place where I know we are worshipping our Lord. :) I feel as if I am there with Him.
Something that doesn't make me smile is my new relationship with my daughter. She is avoiding me. I keep telling myself it is because she is busy with her marriage and her house and our Kyler but it seems to me she could still find time to talk.
The way they (Craig and Lindsay) blew off Labor Day really hurt my feelings and Michael and Mary's feelings were hurt too.
I asked her about how we were going to celebrate Craig's birthday and she told me they would go to Warsaw or to Craig Summers' celebration. That message came through loud and clear!
It keeps coming to me, the scriptures about a man shall leave his parents, and I know they are both doing what they should be. I also know that if I needed them they would probably be here. It still hurts though - even with all my excuse making.
Michael's relationship with me is mending and Lindsay is moving further away. Is there any reason it can't be all okay at the same time?
I will just keep being myself and praying. These two combo's are all I have. Which isn't to say that time with God is a last resort - this is my first resort.
Which brings me to blessings: radio. With radio I am able to sing songs of praise and hear people talk about God, His love, what He expects . . . I get to stay immersed in God. I get to keep my mind on spiritual things and not the small disappointments in this life. After all, this life is temporary. His life is eternal.
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