Today I got news that a lady from our church died. A lady I
knew. She was quite old, bent over, and I know we all have to die, but for some
reason her death hit me hard. Harder than my friend Gina who I spoke with every
week and loved. Or maybe I can pretend to be strong when someone is close but
then I fall apart when it is someone I don’t know as well. I’ve always been
backwards.
Anyway I’m all mad. I mean quite angry. I heard this little
voice reminding me that this is always the first way I react. Anger is my go to
emotion when I’m hurt. I need to work on this. Actually I need to allow the
Holy Spirit to work on that within me.
I know Emilie is in bliss. She is with our Lord.
Death sucks though. Now we have to miss seeing her and her
smile and her voice. She lit up a room. Life may have bent her physically but her
spirit was all light.
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